First Day

Today is my first day as a blogger. Quite frankly I have no I dea what to do, and I wonder if people will think this blog is just totally lame.....they probably will. But I dont really care at this point. I came on here to hopefully get some of my feelings out and maybe get some positive feedback or advice, which is something I seem to be lacking these days.
I have been dealing with alot of stress lately. My best friend Anthony, who I think I am probably in love with, got a new girlfriend. They have been dating for only about a week, and then they decided to go off, get drunk, and have sex. I am not thrilled about all these things. Ever since he told me this, he seems to have been avoiding me, but he knows that he can come to me with any problem and I will be there for him. I dont know if I just depend on him too much, but he seems to have abandoned me ever since he pulled his little stunt. He's always with friends and always says he will call me back, and never does.
God, I feel like such a whiner. All of this stuff just seems to have me uptight. I promised myself that I wouldn't care about what he does with girls, but there's that little voice inside my head saying,"I do care." He just broke up with his girlfriend that he had sex with yesterday, and now says he has a new girlfriend. I dont want to be rude but he is kind of turning into a manwhore. All of this stuff is getting terribly annoying. Whatever, I'm giving up on boys, they're so full of drama.